A Good Week

Well this has been a good week actually. I’ve had some spiritual experiences that i have been needing for a long time:

We were at zoko (zone conference) on Thursday and some things had happened that made me very upset and made me feel not so good about myself personally. At the end of each zoko we have the opportunity to bear our testimonies and share success stories. I felt like i should get up and bear my testimony but i wasn't sure what i should say. Of course i was at the end of the line and the elders kept sharing the longest most boring stories ever. One of the zone leaders caught my attention and told me that i needed to keep mine short because we were out of time. So then i was thinking that maybe i shouldn't even bear my testimony because of time. But i really felt like i should get up so i did anyway. Here's what i remember me saying:

"I don't know about any of you, but sometimes i have feelings of inadequecy. I like who I am and I am very proud of the person I`ve become. But sometimes i wonder if i`m good enough. Am i good enough for my Heavenly Father, my parents, my leaders? It's actually something i’ve been praying about my entire mission. I’m grateful to know that i am good enough. With all my flaws, the fact that i’m not perfect, i’m not a perfect missionary. I make mistakes. Like sister van den berg said, i’m this big --- But despite all of that Jesus atoned for my sins so that someday i can be perfect and live with my Heavenly Father and family forever. I`m so grateful to know that Heavenly Father does answer prayers. Even though we are only this big --- He still hears us. And i’m grateful that He has heard and answered my prayers."

Anyway that's pretty much what said. And if you could imagine me crying as i said this then that's pretty much what happened.

Well the sules didn't come to church. And they weren't home when we went there for our appointment. So i have no idea what's going on with them.

Yvonne came to church and stayed for all 3 hours! And she fasted! (next week is stake conference) she had a really not so good experience after church when she was home though and called us. We got really worried and told her that she needed to pray and read in the scriptures. As soon as we got off the phone with her we knelt down and prayed that Heavenly Father would help her know what to do. We then felt that we needed to bring the Elders with us to our appointment the next day to give her a blessing. So yesterday we went over with the elders and Elder McCurdy gave her a blessing. It was really spiritual and wonderful and just what she needed. What was even more amazing is that her daughter was spending the night at her grandmas house and wasn't there for our appointment. That was a miracle itself because her daughter is always a distraction and is always loud! So that was wonderful we had a lesson without the child and Yvonne got a blessing. Everything is better now however Satan is trying REALLY hard to get Yvonne. Please keep praying for her!

Anyway that's whats been happening here. Can't wait till mothers day!!!!